.Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ' 11:15 pm Y
i cant believe another one of my ex's gettin married.
n both due to d same reason.
puleez dun get me wrong.
im neither jealous nor sad.
in fact i feel like im one extremely lucky shit.hahaha.
bt its kinda hard 2 believe
HE's gettin married.
he's only 22?n d gal's 17?18?
let dem be la.
deep in me,i wish dem all d best.
tho having a family diz early wun b an easy journey if u ask me.
derz so much gg on diz days la k.
diz one's gettin married so young,
dat aunty's gettin married again,
diz galfren is pregnant.
dat 2 galfrens juz broke up.
diz gals are cheating on their bfs n im the one hu noes it n keeps quiet.
fadli tinks d ppl arnd me r insane.
hahaha.
oh well.its interesting 2 see diz stories passing by.
oh here's another interesting one.
i hate my family.
as in my extended ones.
relatives blah blah n blah.
yes.i do.
i hate their way of thinkin.
old-fashioned,stuck up,n pathetic.
i hate d fact dat dey tink money makes them sucha big fuck den everyone else.
d way dey look dwn on ppl hu owns nuthin.
i hate d way dey look dwn on my family.
things r gonna change.
im sayin out wadever i feel.sharp-tongued or nt.
i wan dem 2 noe dat i smoke drink club or watsoever!
no more hiding it frm dem out of respect.
bcoz clearly dey dun deserve em.
n dun blame my mother for nt teachin me manners n respect.
my mother taught me WELL.
i chose nt 2 listen.
oh my goshh im missing him 2 d max!
life without him's boring no matter wad i do or hu i go out wif.
i luv u honey.cya sat.muuuahh.