i used 2 suffer frm depression.
which gt me anxiety attacks.
rmbr ppl?
n i did stupid things along d way.
it was only recently that i stopped taking the anti-depressants.
n stopped gg 4 treatments.
been taking em for yrs.
mental illness can nvr be cured.
only controlled & treated.
i used 2 hate my life.
which was all messed up .
school,family,frens.
so i guess ive managed to control my mind n my life a lil better.
n maybe its d improved life dat im having rite nw which helped a whole lot.
bt when problems cum, its nvr easy 4 a person like me.

imagine dat.

so when i see other ppl blogging
cursing life
sounding so depressed
n wish dat life will end 4 dem,
i get frustrated.
bcoz ive learnt dat in diz world
we're nvr grateful 4 wad we haf.
n we concentrate so much abt how fucked up our life is
dat we oversee all d gd things dats gg on in our life.
gif ur life a chance.
its nt all dat bad.
n mayb bf taught me dat doin silly things 2 so-called relief stress,
is futile.

which is why rite now,
i improve my life in every way possible.
wif his guidance,
ive focussed on my career , my future,
d dream of being sumbody sumday.
n instead of d nitelife i used 2 enjoy,
i spend d time wif him n frens,
n family,
doing casual,harmless activites.

its over la.
d times i get so fanatik 2 go clubbin n drinkin.
times i used 2 get into so much trouble.

n my future wif him,
is sumthin we're anticipating 4.
Insyallah..
in 2yrs time maybe..
we will move one level up the ladder.
:)

Ladysweet Yani
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hard to please.
nvr talk to me if ur sensitive.
always strive to be different

Zulfadli
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adorable and xtra hot-headed
which is why we get along pretty well.
yes.he'll do anythin 4 me.

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