.Saturday, October 20, 2007 ' 10:58 pm Y
Frens realli cum n go.
n tho we try so hard 2 keep dem in our hearts n by our sides as long as we can,
circumstances seem to drift dem far far away..over time..
Things arent d same anymore.
it will nvr be.
n it saddens me.
bt im done trying.
i haf learnt one thing abt frenship.
dat is nvr 2 b close 2 anyone u consider ur fren.
treat all of dem equally without any specialities.
Nvr pour out too much 2 dem.
juz treat dem as if dey r der just 4 2day.
if dey stay,ok.
if dey go, let dem be.
continue walking 4ward,
n u'll mit new frens soon aftr dat.
indirectli i do feel a loss.
bt im moving 4ward.
im nt putting any sisterly feelings in any frenship wif any1.
bcoz i know dey can leave anytime.
n its harder 2 let go if im too attached 2 dat person i call my bestfren.
Dats y i told shida.
i prefer 2 haf guys as frens.
which is one reason i prefer mixing arnd wif bf's frens alot.
guys nvr 4get or ignore their frens.
dey treat everyone as a grp.
wherever dey go,dey go as a grp.
even if dey dun like dat person,
dey still treat d person like a fren.
distance nvr bring dem apart.
n dey dun share special frenships.
no such thing as 'i'll die without dat fren of mine'.
or 'he's my bestest fren in d whole world'.
initialli,i avoided d gfs of fadli's frens bcoz of my beliefs.
but as of now,
im still thankful..n Glad.
glad dat my frenship wif lachicqadollz is alreadi abt 2 yrs?
so glad dat since d 1st time we all became frens till now,
i noe i still haf u gals by my side.
n im glad i haf my 2 newest n closest gfs now
d 2 gals i gt 2 know thru their bfs...fadli's frens.
shida n mardhiah..
and aisyah too.fadli's cuz.
thx 4 always bein der 4 me.
keeping a smile on my face.
im glad i haf u 3 gals in my life rite now.
im glad i found frens in 566. in econ. n in his ex schmates.
n in us 3 couples.
n of coz.
im glad i haf my one lurve by my side.
he is my life n my future rite now.
having him n his family is d best gift God gave me.
:)
its time 2 let go my fren.
Ladysweet Yani