.Thursday, April 19, 2007 ' 8:48 pm Y
imposters.fake-ass liars.
dats wad i call doz ppl.
doz ppl hu pretended 2 b xperts.
hu pretended 2 b able to help.
hu gave me n my fam hope only 2 crash all of em.
*&&^%$$#@#!!@#!#$%^&*.
get a hold of urself yanni..
*deep breaths*
anxiety disorder?NOT.
i finalli found a man i cud actuali trust.
bcoz he's certified in wad he does.
bcoz he noes more abt our religion den any1 i noe does.
n he is too,a regular doctor.
months.
ive been having diz so-called-by-doctors anxiety attacks.
i shivered.i get scared.i cant concentrate in wadever im doin.
my slp,my appetite.all were affected.
ive been takin anti-depressants.anti-anxiety pills.
4 wad?
4 nuthin.
im nt sick.
im well.
bt my hse.
n d fucking ppl hu sent bad stuff 2 disturb my fam.
dats d cause.
i haf always felt a presence in d hse.
ive seen n heard things dat no other person in my hse can see/hear.
in mly,we can say dat my hse is 'keras'.
So all diz while sumthin was disturbin me.
sumtin sent by sum1.God-noes-hu.
so diz Dr adviced me 2 stop taking my antidepressantsandantianxietypills.
coz diz is sumtin spiritual.
medically,he also gave me pills 2 calm me dwn n prevent me frm havin hallucinations.
pills wif water added 2 it.Special water.
i trust him.
n im stayin strong.
tho its affectin sch n work.
tho i bet facilitators n colleages n my mgrs r probly hating me.
i noe i muz nt gif up or get scared.
best of all,
i haf d ppl closest 2 my heart arnd me.givin me support.