.Friday, April 06, 2007 ' 3:24 pm Y
Bestie has been sick for so long.
So I decided 2 drop by 4 a visit.
Abit worried la kan asik demam jek.
She’s fine la.
N of coz I was on another mission 2 find out wad happened btwn nan[a]chik.
For d record lita,I am NOT helpin din.
I juz find d rship worth saving.
So we had a long heart 2 heart as usual.
D decision is still up 2 her.i did wad I cud.n shud.
Her dad juz went bck frm taiwan.
I gt a hp accessories..n asam masin/asin?haha.
Said d stuff der were xpensive.yeah I tink so too.
Mama cnnt xcited ey msok tv.
U guys watched danielle?dey appeared 4 awhile.
D part where der was a rombongan nk msok minang.
Haha.FORCED me 2 watch ok.wrong eh mama..
Diz whole few wks so many rships haf been so rockyy.
Erm u can include mine too.
Bt a fren of mine gave me a wonderful advice which ended up saving my rship.
I may nt b able to xpress it d same way.
Bt basically,
She made me realize how we shud accept our other halves 4 d way dey are.
Their bad attitude,tempers,moodswings,etc etc.
That’s all their weaknesses.
N dats wad we need to accept.
Because we made a decision to be wif dem.
Because dats d same person we fell in luv wif.
We cnnt penalize dem 4 their weaknesses.
Instead,if we really love dem,we shud embrace dem,n help dem change.
IF both parties find dat the rship is worth saving.
No1 is perfect.But one thing for sure,
If we were to keep changin bfs/gfs juz bcoz dey dun FIT our ‘dreamgirl/dreamguy’,
We wun end up being happy.or any matured for a start.
I noe zulfadli’s nt perfect.
Aku tau matair aku bekas matrep.
Aku tau matair aku mulot kurangajar.
Dats wad so many haf told me.
He doesn’t respect others.
He has a very very very bad temper.
He gets super super jeles too easily.
He does control me a lil.
Our arguments will end up in hurting vulgarities hurled at each otha.
Frens asked me how izzit dat I can endure everythin.
Yes.at 1st I cudnt.
Bt I began to slowly accept him 4 d way he is.
I began 2 c his weakness as sumthin dat shudnt b an xcuse 2 break up.
I began 2 get used 2 his character.
N I no longer care wad others tink of him.
Because d fact is,
He has slowly changed.
4 me.
Since we almost lost each other.
Everythin made me realized how much he luvs me.
He finalli realized dat mrh2 ni smue tk gune.tk dpt ape2.
U’ll onli end up losing d ppl u luv.
Touchin rite?haha.
Rough journey.
Bt we’re workin things out.
N I tink u all shud too.
In all ur rships.
watever d problems.
work em out 2getha.
Adios.
Ladysweet Yani