.Sunday, March 25, 2007 ' 11:55 pm Y
goodness.
i haf a gd mind 2 simply shut dwn diz blog.
d mood 2 continue bloggin is gone!!
cmon ppl.motivate me.
ive been bloggin fr yrs.
anyhoos.
diz happened a long time ago.
bt i sorta 4gt 2 blog abt it.
rmbr how ive always ranted abt ppl seeing me n my sis as d black sheeps in d whole big fat family?
yeah.so one aftrnn,
i met my close relatives at a particular wedding.
2 b honest.
i was SO xcited 2 mit dem again.aftr eons.
bt dat xcitement sank soon aftr i met dem.
bcoz instead of embracin me.showerin me wif love.
dey nagged.
d very reason y my fam's nvr close 2 d relatives anymore.
dat very reason i tot i wanted 2 4get abt.
i finalli rmbred y der was a distance btwn us relatives.
anyways.nagged.nagged.
nagged abt my piercings.my eyebrow.me always nt bein at hm.
bein 2 close 2 my bf.
which i tink is nt a fuckin problem at all.
well yeah.
so i endured d torturous n disappointin 30mins of my life.
bt den one of my relative,
hu so happens 2 b VERY well behaved in frnt of my grandparents.
hu appeared so religious.
hu has nvr rebelled against her elders.
showed me a picture of her in a club.
sentence says it all.
n den i wondered.
n i thought.
me.my sister.
as bad as we are.
as rebellious.
we showed the famili our true selves.
arent hypocrites worse den us?
pretendin 2 b nice.2 b a gd filial daughter.
wen she does d same disgraceful stuff dey said me n my sis did,behind her fam's back.
at least we dint hide our wrong doings.
we even come 2 gatherings wif piercings on etc.
sheesh.
i sure wish i cud disrespect her n say all diz rite 2 her face.
bt my mom taught me well.
haha.
our rship actuali ended 4 awhile.
honestli watever happened strengthened my love 4 u.
effe[y]anni's still goin on strong.
i luv u bf.
i luv ur famili too.=)
Ladysweet Yani