.Thursday, March 08, 2007 ' 1:19 pm Y
dear diary.
it was juz a simple day wif bf n his fam.
bt i honestli cnnt describe how elated i was.
how long i realized ive nt felt dat hapi.
since i gt sick.
or since my fam tore apart.
ive always regarded lita's fam as my 2nd.
which kept me gg all diz yrs.
maybe its juz d fact dat ive nt been out much since i was sick.
or mayb im juz simply a kid deprived of family love.
i felt d family fun,love n bondng yest.i honestli did.
finished work at 3 yest.
he fetched me wif his cuz.
den we went off 2 visit his sick granny at SGH.
met his 2 other cuzzies n younger bro at outram mrt.
it was nerve-wreckin 2 b honest.
of all my past rships,nt one haf i met my bf's whole fam b4.
at most is d parents n siblings.
plus zul's cuzzies r all arnd my age.
his granny's supaaa farni can?
we all laughed until we cnnt laugh siak.hahaha.
gerek plak tu.
ade ke pakat ngn kiter wen we wanna go smoke.
haha.
tapi suke bedek seyy nenek.
bencilaa.hahaha.
anyway met his makciks n pakciks.
dey're all supa nice ppl seyy.vry kecoh.vry frenly.
n best of all,i felt so welcomed.
dey even included me in their fam photo.
i shy la.
we spent a gd 4 hrs at d hosp.
makan la.lepak la.smoke la.
wif his cuzzies n bros.
i dint enjoy myself at one pt.
coz my anxiety attack hit me.
spent a few mins shivering n all.
took my medicine.felt ok afta dat.=)
coz lunch wif dem made me 4get i ever gt an illness.
his younger bro..aqim..cnnt tk tau malu ok?klakar wohh.
we dint go hm straight away.
all of dem ajak go mkn ct changi.
tumpang abg zaid(zul's bro) nye lori.
kecoh!
kekek2 la.
trip 2 changi was fun.
me n bf went shopping.haha!
tkla.derz diz shop dat sells supa cheap stuff.
we gt a whole packet of 10 lighters for 1 dollar.
den we looked arnd at d otha shops.window shopping la konon.
his uncle blanja-ed all of us nasi lemak.
zul said he's d most gerek uncle.
can c dat uh.hehe.
den we makan-ed at change beach park.by d sea.
i loike!!
main panjat2.
hee.
relaxin by d beach at nite..stars..wind..serenity..amazing company..
wad more cud u ask 4?
we headed 2 sengkang plak.
send his cuzzies hm.
went 2 their hse 4 awhile.
dat,was d best best part.
chit-chatting wif his aunty.
she's supa frenly la ok.
yanni kene puji rbk2 seyy.
i shyy!lagi sikit msok baju tutop muke.
bedek laaa.
"tgk yanni lawa2..natural beauty...dgn rambut dier..mcmane leh terpikat ngn fadli ni.."
hahahahahah.
natural beauty kebabai!
make-up da cair tu sebab.
since morn mah.i dint even touch-up.
muke baru bgn tdo.
byk puji2 p0n tk bagos.
yanni kembang.
well she wants me 2 get close 2 her daughter aisyah.
gerek nye kaki jgak.
gonna get her a job at my plce.
siang2 da bestfren nmpk.haha.
abg zaid sent me hm.
bf tdo uma again.
weeeeee~
bf's fam is so gerek.
y isnt my fam lidat eh?
i cnt rmbr d last time we had a gathering,cuzzins n all,
gg outings n stuff.
joking.laughing.
i cnt rmbr at all.
my grandparents.my aunts n uncles.
r so conservative.
dey stare at all d guys i bring hm.
dey made my bfs felt unwelcomed.
dey nag each n everyday 2 remind me nt 2 b close wf guys too much.
dey nag abt my piercings.
bf's fam dint even care.
dey showered me wif so much love.
his aunty even saw us as a married couple.
wrong eh cik..haha..
so diary,
im jakon i noe.
i juz felt hapi aftr a long long long time.
heart u md zulfadli.
a relationship is wonderful if u can get along wif each other.
bt its perfect wen u can make his family urs.
Ladysweet Yani