.Monday, December 11, 2006 ' 10:39 pm Y
so many things 2 update.
tapi penat wohh!
im officialli a workaholic.ahha.
eversince d sch hols.
mgr tekan me like fuck.
work everyday.onli one day off per week.
now startin OTs sum more.
up to 11-12 hrs werkin a day.wow.penat can?
well d TCC outing?hebat sungguh.
all of us turned up.i suker!
kecohrable.
we ate at yishun's teh tarik rest.
all on tight budget mahh.
bt it was fun.
mcm nk serang d kedai kopi sey wen we 1st came.haha.
bt onli 5 of us slp over jason's hse.
watai,watched queen of d damned[yg sungguh boring] den zzzzzzz.
me n zilah siang2 da tdo pat sofa.
touchin ok dat gal.
acc me since im d onli gal hu wanna stay over.initialli.
padahal she reali2 wanna go hm.
kakak ku tu tk brani la tu aku sorg2.touching kan!
went hm d nxt morn.
abit susah eh nk kejot d guys.
dun ask me if i went 2 zouk out.
i dint.
i find it a waste of $$.
i dun even like zouk.ape lagi zouk out.haha.
hope it was fun 4 d frens hu went.=)
my anxiety attacks r gettin worse.
too frequent nowadays.
affects work.affects my mood.
till zilah dragged me 2 our smokin spot,n forced me 2 tell her wads botherin me lately.
well.she seems 2 b d onli one hu cares.
otha den my fam n LCD.
n i realized dat we suffer d same fate.
in frenship.in life.in rships.
we both nid a fren.sum1 we can call our bestest.
n honestli, it was heart warming how she decided dat she wan us 2 b bestfrens.
yeah we're close.
she noes alot abt me.
she was der 4 me wen i was in so much misery.
comforted me.gave me advice.support.
n strength wen my attacks gt worse.
juz like a sister 2 me.
i dun noe how i wanna thank her.
my colleages too.
every single one cared abt me.
dey tried so hard 2 make me feel better.
undrstood wen i nided 2 rest n all.
thx alot guys.=)
bt truly rosfahzilah.
i heart u.=)
LA CHICQA DOLLZ.
u gals r still d number one in my heart!
sisterlurp.
i shyy.
omg.
i cnt wait 4 d meet up la.
so many things 2 talk abt.n i miss my gfs.
AND me n ana headin 2 dblo afta dat.woohoo~
yg lain tkmuh jeles pls.huahuahua.
Ladysweet Yani