.Wednesday, November 22, 2006 ' 5:13 pm Y
2 my everdearest sista nanachica.
tho diz is a vry2 tough time 4 u.
i wan u 2 noe every single lachicqadoll is here 4 u.
ur nt alone.
i've been thru diz.
feeling helpless.
knowin u wanna save sumthin wen d otha party doesnt.
u've fallen gal.
bt u'll b able 2 pick urself up again.i promise u.
if i can do it.so can u.
b strong always.
i heart u.:)
i dun mean 2 rub it in.
bt i feel blessed dat im in no relationship.
problems.one aftr anotha.
heartbreak?needless 2 say.
ppl always say.
dun tink dat being single means ur free frm problems.
its true.
bt at least d problems i face haf no impact 2 d heart.
n admit it ppl.
problems relating 2 ur heart n feelings.juz hurts like fuck.
bt reali.
we're all strong enuff 2 go thru diz.:)
4 d record.
i noe me n my fam.
we're nt as gd as all of u other fams amongst my maternal family.
we're nt d conservative.religious kind.
we do stuff dat u dun do.
yes me n my sis.we smoke,club,drink.
piercings.shaved eyebrows.yadayada.
my mum noes abt it.
nt sayin she encourages.bt she trusts us 2 noe our limits.
yes we haf our frens slping over our hse almost every nite.
yes at times me n my sis overnite here n der.nvr cum hm.
its funni.
coz watever we're doin.
relatives seem 2 noe.so how cum???i dun wanna point fingers at any1.
bt
i noe hu haf access to our blogs.
dats d onli way dat dey can noe rite?
dun tell me dey hired spies 2 check on us rite.
u wanna tell my grandma everythin dat we do?fine.go ahead.
ppl's mouths.we can do nuthin 2 shut dem.
its frustrating.
we nvr bother ur lives.so y bother ours.
how wud u like it if ur every move is monitored by everyone.
2 hear ur grandma nagging at u all d time.
now u noe y we seldom hang out wif d fam anymore?
coz we cnt stand it.
all diz naggings.
ARGH.
u wanna make noise?
make noise 2 ME N MY SIS ONLI.
pls SPARE MY MUM.
she accepts us 4 hu we are.
at least we're gd kids 2 her.
at least we're nt rude 2 her.
at least we listen 2 her.
enuff said.
Ladysweet Yani