.Wednesday, February 15, 2006 ' 7:18 pm Y
one of d most meaningful n enjoyable valentine's day ever.
dint plan 2 go out initialli.
bt chief wanted 2 cheer me up.
he promised i wun feel dwn no more.
sumthin happened la in skul.
left skul early since i gt no mood 2 do any work.
CABOT.wahaha.
so we met.we had a double date!
wif lita n saini.
watched d movie
fearless.
gawd its so friggin boring sey!lol.
he enjoyed it.as usual.he finds all boring shows nice.
-.-
me n lita nearly fell aslp la.
den we chilled at taka garden.
so long nvr go der!we had a gr8 chat again.
he died wen he read my card.LOL.
yeah der were sum things i wanna tell him so i tot i'd put em in black n white.
sum1 told me dat if i haf feelings 4 him i shud b wif him rite.
well we did talk abt it.
apparentli we both still haf feelings 4 each otha.
bt i confessed my fears.he did too.
we can b 2getha,bt derz alot of things 2 work out btwn us.
our past.
our attitudes.
how we used 2 handle d relationship.
we dun wan d same thing 2 happen again.
i dun wana get hurt again.he doesnt wanna get hurt too.
so we tot we'd take things slow.yeahh.
met sis n khai.
tot of goin bowlin bt we changed our minds.
headed 4 esplanade instead.
der we met yani n donte!kecohrable.
poor chief asik kene tinggal je.kekekeke.
den fifi n anuar came 2 join us.
dgr2 smue org kiter jumpe.
we had horny talks!
anuar la.tk habes2 ngn fort rd dier.ish2!
haha ktawe3..at last alik kul 12 lebih.
i haf skul u noe 2day!
chief send me hm.take cab.
sum ppl juz gt soo much $$.
slept in d cab all d way.
so sleepy ok.dey all la!forced me 2 stay till late.
mr fahrurazi.thx 4 d wonderful date.
hell u made me feel so much better.
thx 4 lendin me ur listenin ear.n 4 undrstandin me.=)
i realised how much i luv my sistas too.
doz in skul n outside.
n *[B.A.S.H].u ladies r such sweethearts.
in case ur wonderin,pinkizz change our name 2 *[B.A.S.H].
dun ask.=p
u gals cared so much 4 me smlm.haha.
all i can say is,no use layan-in ppl like dat.
yeah i lost yest.bt im a winner 2day.
n many days aftr 2day.=)
i haf nuthin 2 lose.
its been a yr.ive been wif 3 guys within dat 1 yr.no matter wad ive done 2 him.no matter how ive treated him.how he saw me wif d otha guys.he still luved me all along.nvr once has he raked up all d things he's done 4 me.nvr once has he forced me 2 b wif him again.he knew my feelings 4 him alreadi faded den.n yet..he luved me silentli.he has done so much.he changed 4 me.n he did everythin sincereli.
so many ppl said we look gr8 2getha.ahha.
ye ke u??bluekz~
dunnoe la ey.we'll c how things go.
bt i tell u arh..he gt
ALOT of peminat.
feweeeeeet!
oh yes.abt diz techno song.
listen 2 d lyrics la u dodo.
i mean every word.
dedicated 2 ya.
adios~
Ladysweet Yani