.Sunday, February 19, 2006 ' 12:53 am Y
despite me hating 2 go out earlier den usual
wen im SUPPOSED 2 werk at 5pm 2day,
i met chief arnd 2plus.
he came 2 bdk n we juz chilled arnd.talked alot as usual.
he was tellin me abt his probs
o many people r upset dat he hardli spends time wif dem.
kesian dier..
told me abt kasmi oso.his godsis.
OUR godsis.since i was his gal last time.till now.
he feels guilty i guess.
sumhow no1 seems 2 undrstnd.
bt den arh..
he hardli gifs ME enuff attention too u noe.
dun tink dat he msgs or calls me everyday
bcuz he doesnt.
he hardli has time 4 me.
i was upset too.juz like d rest.
bt aftr readin his blog.
aftr he told me everythin juz now
i tink we shud juz cut him sum slack.
he is werkin non stop i tell u.
n its nt dat oh he doesnt contact u so he doesnt love u k kasmi?
he loves u a whole hell lot
ur his precious2 sista.n u'll always be.
dat fact doesnt change even if he hardli has time 4 ya.
he's thinkin of quittin his job bcuz of diz.
bt im tryin 2 talk him out of it
bcuz i noe his life wen he is without a job.
n i dun wan him 2 live lidat again.
so he's considerin 2 work onli a few days a week.
i hope then he'll haf time 2 spend wif all his frens.
i'll make sure he does.=)
im fine wif him being bz.
he does msg me wen he's free.
he does take time 2 meet me.
in fact he sent me 2 work 2day.
wanted 2 take d bus bt he wanna spend more time wif me at bdk
so we hadta take cab
old jokes were brought up
our lame jokes
us teasing each otha
him bullyin me
laughters smiles n hugs=)
once we reached changi i brought him 2 d fd ctr
nadia came dwn too
nk belikan makanan 4 d guys at werk
she said he's gd lookin!haha.biasakk.
tkmuh kembang pls chiefy.
recommended him d nasi ayam penyet.
nice rite!i noe.
saw LATIF.
woohoo.
i am so fuckin proud abt wad i did 2 him
he came 2 me
here's our convo.
Latif:askum..
me:wsalam..
latif:ape khabar?
me:khabar tk baik.[i was reali reali reali reali tryin 2 avoid talkin 2 him]
latif:leh kenal2?(jokingly)
me:tk leh uh.
latif:ni kwn eh?( he pointed 2 nadia)
me:ah2 la
latif:oh..lawa uh kwn u..tapi u lagi lawa..hehe
i rolled my eyes n flashed a fake smile
latif:da nk alik keje?
me:tk uh baru nk msok
latif:u,i lost ur no. uh.ape uh no u?
me:tkya la.nnti kene buih agi uh.mls uh nk lyn.
latif:tk3..pls uh..wads ur no.?
me:tkyala.tk minat uh.bye
i walked away.showin d most stuck up mintak-kene-sepak face.wakaka.
latif:dier nye sombong.......
den i walked back 2 chief,hu was buyin rojak.
tink latif gt d idea alreadi.
dat im single bt nt available!haha.
padan muke kau.hmph.
he was d guy hu buih-ed me hundreds of times.
chief wun let me pay a single cent seyy
padahal yg mkn bdak2 keje!
jahatt.
mentang2 byk duit.
i hadta go 2 d shop alreadi.
he went 2 eat 4 awhile n headed hm.
was smiling all d way at werk.
all d guys were like
"eh nari muke yanni berseri-seri seh!lain mcm je.asal eyy?"
ahhhaa.nga hapi pe..tak salah kan?=)
bt den yus told me abt nahran.
dey're gonna fire him soon.
sedih seyy
werk wun b d same without dat bro of mine.
haizz.
chief will turn 19 diz tues!k bye.
tmr werkin full shift.
Ladysweet Yani