.Thursday, January 12, 2006 ' 10:27 am Y
So many things haf happened over d past few days.
Erm if u wanna one how my hari raya went.
It was fine.xept dat I hadta rush 4 work in d aftrnn.
Imagine bein d onli dodo wearin canadian pizza tshirt
surrounded by relatives in baju kurong.
Oh well.
Boss repayed my favour.
Aside from the double pay I'll b getting,
He's givin me xtra 3 hrs' pay.
Gawd I luv him.haha.
Oh yes I went shopping.
Stocked up my accessories.
Gt a new PINK wallet.
A black belt wif a bling2 BUTTERFLY buckle[shoot me nana.kekeke.]
N a top.weehooo.
Headin 4 queenz again diz sat mahhh.
Latif taggin along.
N khairianty as well.
N huever dey're plannin 2 ask along.
I no longer care.ahha!
Rusydi aka didi asked me 2 b his gurl 2 days bac k.
D guy I gt 2 one a couple of mths back.
He said dat he wanted 2 ask me b4,bt I went off 2 stead wif apit instead.
Dat was then.
I dint accept him.y?
1 word.matrep.
K bye.
Den ali called.
Den apit.
Den idham.
Den afiq.
Whoa.
Wads diz.
All contacting me back I see?
Dint even pick any of their calls.
Ok I did pick up ali's call.
bt no more mr nice guy talks frm me.
K diz is 4 dee.
Obviousli ur 'so much for being understanding' was referin 2 me
No nid 2 deny.
I understnd.
n seriousli,onli a dumbass wudnt realise how cold uve been treatin me
since dat convo we had abt wan.
Pls la.
I dint even say dat I blamed u.
I merely said I TINK wan's doin diz 4 u.
Bcuz rite now,aside frm sch n werk,
His focus now is 2 haf u back in his life n 2 make u hapi again
Any disagreements 2 dat?
So its onli normal if he were 2 lose his interest in rev at diz moment of time.
Did I say "psl kau uh dee ni wan klua rev"?
Did I blame u or anythin?
Was I angry wif u like all d otha ppl hu r against u??
N on top of all of dat,does diz matter even concerns me??
I wun bear a grudge against u juz bcuz oh wan da klua rev.
Like wtf?dat doesn't even make sense.
So I dunnoe y ur so upset.
Wan nk klua rev ke nk msok ape ke..
4 watever reasons he has in mind,
It doesn't concern me.
I can onli say out wad I tink
Frm wad I see.
Frm wad I heard.
I cant do anythin since u tink im nt undrstndin.
Its sad actuali.dat u tink dat way.
Dat u tink dat im juz like d rest of dem.
All diz while,haf I even sided d rest?no.
In fact I dint tink I sided wif any1 then..
Wen der was dat whole chaos abt ur entry abt rev or nana.
U misundrstood nana once.
Maybe u shud tink again b4 misunderstandin me now.
I noe how straight4ward I can b at times.
I noe u n yani hate me 4 all ive said 2wards u gals.
I noe u gals feel like slappin my face
N how u wish u can shut my mouth up.
U dun haveta b so cold 2wards me.
U dun haveta hate me.
Spare d effort.
It hurts.
Coz ur my fren nevertheless.
One of my closest fren.
I guess dats all in d past now.
Its ok.
Lets all juz do watever we like.
u all haf otha frens too rite.
Hu cares abt la chicqa dollz anymore.
Our frenship was meant 2 last onli durin d times
I was wif nizam n ana was wif am.
N dee wif wan.
Juz look at us.
I haf nuthin left 2 say.
N 4 doz hu simply enjoy readin all abt us.
hu find our arguments interesting.
get a life.
Reali lookin 4ward 4 diz sat.
Time 2 relax n haf fun.
Dats all 4 2day.
Ladysweet Yani