.Sunday, December 25, 2005 ' 11:18 pm Y
ok guess wad.
im nt onli an operator,im now a kitchen helper to0.
make pizzas.side orders.cut d veggies.blah2.
everythin in d kitchen.
been trainin 4 d past few days.
multi-taskin..cheh.
hope my pay goes up2 n away to0 huh.
so damn tired.
its fun 2 tink of it.
uncle reali wanna train me hard n guud.
been so bz seh.
so many problems.complaints.hadta handle all of dem.
my poor new operators made a mess of everythin while im bz in d kitchen.
haiz.
hardli touch my hp oso!sheesh.
its hard 2 go in n out of d kitchen 2 make pizzas n ans calls at d same time u noe.
oh well.im proud of myself.
wee~
been arguin alot wif ali lately.
he's juz to0 petty lar.sensitive n manje.
n seriousli,i haf no time 2 pujuk2.
so if he still calls,dats gd..
if nt..so be it.
anyways.
i am single.
i wanna
feel single.
im tired of guys
clinging on me or juz wanna make life hard 4 me.
hu want me all 4 demselves
like im their gf.
spare me pls.
i wun mention names.
bcuz its nt onli one person.
i dun wanna hurt neither u,nor me.
so do urself a favour n enjoy life.without me.
as 4 ali,i do admit i like him.
yes ppl.im fallin 4 him.
nt love.
we get along gr8 at 1st.
he wants wads best 4 me.
he's caring.
remembered d time i was so sick.
was touched by how much he cared.
i enjoy our 3 to 4 hr talks every nite.
him callin me bucuk n me callin him bacin.
he's childish,bt he's simply adorable.
n he doesnt sweet talk.
i juz dunno la wads up wif him diz days.
i noe its sumhow my fault la.
arrrgh.
asik majok je.
im too tired n lazy 2 apologize anyway.
suit urself boi.
my life still goes on.
peace.
dun wori comel.
wed nite's still on!
wif or without him.
as much as i wan him der,i doubt he'll cum.
if i cant haf u i dun wana b wif nobody else
id rather b by myself.
Ladysweet Yani