.Friday, December 09, 2005 ' 10:38 pm Y
it sux la.
it reali does.
i simple cnt love anyone anymore.
since..u noe hu.
derz diz wall arnd my heart dat refuse 2 break.
n dats stoppin me frm givin otha guys a chance.
its juz so hard sey.
now i juz wanna b left alone.
wif my hapi life wif fam n frens.n work.
guys hu wanna get 2 noe me will onli get frenship frm me.
haiz.
im scared.
like im in diz situation i dun wanna b in.
ive decided.
frm now on..
unless i realli2 am attracted 2 dat guy,
i wun give away my number easily.
diz way i wun hurt so many ppl.
guys.
syed.
gotta noe dat he's my cuzzin's fren.omg.
so yest we all met at my kuzzie's hse.
he's cute.reali.
n 4 one moment i tot i liked him.
bt sumthin pulled me back.
juz like wad happened b4.
we had fun.
he came over 2day n we cooked 4 my sis.
he acc me buy sum stuff n all.
nuthin much.
bt he noes how 2 cook.
he even gt a cert ok.
in ITE.
we haf so much in common.
but.
haiz.
he alreadi asked me 2 b his gurl.
n im suppose 2 gif him my ans 2day.
bt i cnt
i dun noe wad 2 say.
i dunnoe how 2 put it in a way dat i wun hurt him.
help.
tmr's a big day.
4 dee n 4 me.
wasnt easy.so much obstacles.
ppl nt wantin 2 cum n all.
watever it is.lets all hope it'll turn out well.
at nite at least.
15 ppl r gonna head queenz.
thx u guys.
nasib kwn ramai.
carik maha carik sia org nk ikot.
wee~
poor dee.put in so much effort too.
her own bdae sia.
now we can c hu her true frens are aye.
nt praisin myself.
u get wad i mean.
so all's said.
cya tmr dee!
we're gonna do sumthin 2 our hair b4 celebratin at my homie.wee~
tata~
Ladysweet Yani