.Thursday, December 01, 2005 ' 4:40 pm Y
im sori miss dee/chinadoll.
i noe my words were kinda harsh.
wasnt a personal attack.
my entry wasnt juz referin 2 u n wan.
was juz confused.
n u noe how straight 4ward i can be at times rite.
plus d ladies haf sumhow distant ourselves frm one anotha.
n im always d one left out since i stopped hangin out wif u all.
im always d last 2 noe abt d latest in ur lives.
n i cnt believe we no longer haf dat closeness among us.
even mitin u gals made me feel awkward.
its frustratin u noe.
i mean,its bad enuff we nvr haf time 4 one anotha any more.
sori la k?
i noe ur hurt.
hu isnt.wen relationships fail.
bt u noe we ladies r always here 4 ya.
or at least,I am always here 4 ya if u nid a fren.
had a gr8 time dreaming abt d future yest.
wif 2/6 of *\Pinkizz.
lita n sha.
went 2 town 2 eat n walk arnd.
den we decided 2 relax @ esplanade.
watched a movie usin lita's lappy.
super hilarious.
'not juz anotha teenage movie' izzit d title?
horny shits sia.
16 n above k!wakaka.
bt its funni.
weird sense of humour.bt enuff 2 make us laugh like fcuk.
oh ya as i was sayin.
we sorta planned 4 d future.
2 get our bike license nxt yr 2gether.
how we're gonna meet up 4 sch n stuff.
how we'll pillion dee,kat n idah.LOL!
d bike we want,d colour n design of our helmet.
us wantin 4 join a design grp.
weeee~
cant wait sia..!
i hope d other 3 will get their license too la if possible.
BUT.lotsa restrictions frm parents i guess.
glad mum is vry supportive.
i'll b rebonding my hair aftr d sch hols!
time 4 a change.
yest sha straightened my hair usin her straightener
n i swear my hair looked 10 times more manageable.
been havin bad hair days lately.
bt of coz my hair went bck 2 its original condition aftr a few hrs.boohoo.
so i decided 2 rebond.
cnt do it now since i nid 2 tie up my hair 4 werk.
i'll wait 4 sch 2 reopen in a mth's time.
gonna start werkin on wkdays frm nxt wk.
bye sch!had enuff of studyin 4 now.
wahaha..
sum ppl tried 2 make me jealous.
tried 2 make me c how he has moved on.
showed me his smiles n laughters.
how hapi he is wif his frens now.
bt dude.u failed miserably.
nt onli me,even my bestfren noticed how u acted on purpose.
its so pathetic.n fake.
haha.
im so unaffected.
try harder k.ur acting sux.
oh n then.u started 2 treat me nicely aftr dat.
wth?
ur one confused kid.plannin 2 hit queenz nxt wk.
nt confirmed yet.
onli lita's confirmed goin.
asked sis jep n d bowl crew n am n his frens.
if dey wana join la.
ok go!
Ladysweet Yani