.Monday, November 28, 2005 ' 4:36 pm Y
Ok so yest i went on a terrible bus ride wif eu ching
or watever her name is.
d gal hu worked at d jap rest nxt 2 my werkplace.
she talked abt wantin 2 b an
ah lian bt failed miserably due 2 her ever so innocent looks.
..huh?
wth.
did i haf any form of escape then?no.
so yes.
4 half an hr i listened 2 her tellin me dat i dun look my age
n dat her 1st impression of me was dat im a gangster[which is nuthin new]
n asked me if i had cat fites b4 n dat she finds it cool 2 fite n actuali asked
ME how 2 gang-fight.
whoa.
diz gal better b 4 real.
i almost died talkin 2 her.
work was super fun 4 d past 2 days.weeee~
*\Pinkizz shud noe y.
hee.
he wanted 2 send me hm yest.Is.
Bt since eu ching ,or watever her name is, REFUSED 2 go 1st,
i hadta decline d offer.
i dint wanna accept it anyway.LOL.
can u believe d shit dat juz came outta my mouth?ahakz.
madness.
oh oh oh oh.
asrul,yan's fren suddenli outta d blue msged me yest.
1st thing dat popped in2 my mind was..
hu gave him my no..sis jep or yan?
so i asked sis jep.
sounded super pissed off.
which was wad i felt then.
if HE doesnt wanna b frens wif me anymore dats his fcukin problem la.
im over him anyway.
bt y muz he pass arnd my no. like im sum cheap thing on sale?
wads wif diz ppl?
n sis jep..
i hate 2 say diz,bt yes we're driftin so far apart,
i duno wad else 2 say anymore.
if u refuse 2 reply 2 my msgs n pick up my calls..
den its obvious u wan things 2 b d way dey r now.
which is sad of coz.
considerin d fact dat we use 2 stick 2 each otha like glue
n ur d one person i use 2 confide in half d time.
i replied ur msgs each time.
yes we're bz.
bt nt at nite.
we always haf time 2 mit at nite.
if nt at bowl,sum otha place or watsoever.
now everything changed.
im nt angry at u.reali.
watever it is,i still luv u.
u'll always b my sis jep0n.my cyg.
sincerely,frm d bottom of my heart,
ive nvr regretted mixin wif d bowl crew.
our lepak nites,dating yan.
i shall treasure all d memories we had.
bt 4 now,or maybe 4 gd..
i wun b hangin out wif u all anymore.
yan shud b hapi anyway.
wun bother u peepz anymore k.
im nt sayin diz bcuz i haf new frens or watsoever.
u guys were d onli ones hu made me xtremeli happy n always ensured im nvr loneli
durin d time i was single.
u guys r d best peepz 2 lepak wif anyway.
fyi.
k la.
dats all i hafta say abt diz matter.
anyways
feels guuuuuud 2 get my old life back.
juz d way i want it~
dad stays away frm mum.
sis gettin better.
sistaz n bros all arnd me.
start contactin old pals.mixin arnd.
brushin up on studies.
guys.hee.
shopping.pool.hanging out.music.
n earn $$ at d same time.
weehoo.
adios.
elmo vs cookie monster.
which one will u choose????
Ladysweet Yani