.Friday, November 25, 2005 ' 8:20 pm Y
im no longer wif azrrafiq.
happy?sad?naah.
bt im reali glad we sorted things out nicely.
ended d relationship like real humans.lol.
no fites or watnots.
clean break ah.
we're still close frens.
he still calls me syg.
he still wans me 2 b his 1st pillion.
im still goin 2 his frens' chalet wif him.
n..he's still waitin 4 me.
which is nt gd la.bt dats his choice.
dun ask me y k?i dun even noe how 2 xplain.
no 3rd parties were involved diz time ok!
heh.
haiz.
4 now..
concentratin on my studies..
helpin my mum..
n my sis..get well again..
love n relationships shall b put aside 1st..
n guess wad.
ana broke up wif botakx oso.
she stead,i stead.
i break,she oso break.
k dats so singlish.ahha!
blueks.
dun wori k ana!he's nt worth it!
my sistaz..
im so sori 4 d trouble i caused..
he's ur fren afterall..
thx 4 all d help n advice u all haf given me..
kak deE..thx 4 bein d middlewoman..haha..
4 nt siding any1 n helpin in every way...
4 spendin time 2 talk 2 d both of us..
4 telling me my mistakes..n yet dint offend me..
4 advising on wads best 4 me..
4 treatin me juz like ur little sister..
kak sha..thx 4 all d wonderful fantastic super gd advice u gave me dat day
on d way back frm town..
it helped me a whole hell lot..
all d encouragement..
showin ur care..wantin wads best 4 me..
like ive said..
derz hundreds of frens out der..
bt nt all of dem r willin 2 do wad u gals haf done 4 me..
nt every fren is der 4 me durin d hard times..onli during d gd..
wad u xperienced b4 wif ur so-called frens..
i promise i wun let u xperience it again ok..
n lastly..
d fren ive always considered my blood sister..nt juz my bestfren..
kak lita..
yesterday..
wad i didnt wanna say 2 him..
uve said it all out..4 me..
wen i was seen 2 b d one in d wrong..
u defended me...
didnt let any1 blame me..
n i was so touched by how well u understand me..
when nt every1 cud..
ur always on my side..
i cant remember any time u dint support me..
dint help me wen im in any trouble..
u cudnt accept it wen others blame me..
wen others go against me..
diz 4 yrs of frenship is God's gift 2 me..
n i wanna tell d whole world..
my bestfren's gt a big heart.=)
n yest..
made me luv u even more.
made me luv u gals even more..
thx 4 bein d best of frens..
n my elder sisters..
whom i luv n respect very much.
my problems didnt seem dat bad wif u gals in my life.
every single time u gals were der 2 listen 2 me.
n relieve me off my stress.
our jokes n laughters..always made my days..
may our friendship last longer den my life..
ta-dah~
poured out my heart.
bye.
*\Pinkizz 4 life.
Ladysweet Yani