.Monday, October 10, 2005 ' 10:41 pm Y
today i realized hu my loved ones are..
i realized hu my true frens are..
n i realized dat,we shud bware of hypocrites..
hu backstabs u unxpectedly..
n ppl hu juz cant take care of their own lives dat dey haf 2 bother abt other ppl's..
doz hu can nvr c any1 livin happily..
hu r out 2 destroy lives..
i luv my sister.
my one n onli blood sister.
2day i saw a side of her ive nvr seen b4.
nt 4 as long as ive lived.
as d story is well-known 2 every1..
me n her nvr clicked well b4..
we were always arguing..
havin diff views..diff lifestyles..
now we're so damn close...
we're inseperable...
seein her in tears juz now..
seein how protective she was of me..
wad she's willin 2 sacrifice 4 me..
how she stood by me when every1 else didnt..
touched me a whole hell lot..
thx alot 4 everythin uve done 4 me..
since everythin began..uve always wanted wads best 4 me..
protectin me in every way..
still treatin me like a small baby..
pamperin me..givin in 2 me..
givin ur best advice in store..ur opinion..
n m0st 0f all..ur l0ve,care n concern..
u always wanted me 2 b hapi..
trust me sis..everythin dat uve done 4 me..
ive always appreciated dem..
n i am hapi..in my own way..tho its hard 2 prove dat diz days..
its onli bcuz 0f u dat i actuali felt happiness in my life..
everythin dat makes me hapi links itself 2 u..
dun ever feel guilty..
its nvr ur fault..
n 4 now..
im gonna prove 2 u dat i can succeed in life..
dat i can b hapi on my own..
makin do wif wad n hu i haf left..
n wad i'll achieve in d future..
ur gonna c me laughin again..i promise u diz..
n diz ppl hu haf hurt us..
dey're gonna get d retribution dey deserve..
onli nt frm us..
derz no way dey can hurt us n continue livin happily..
God is fair..we all noe dat..
we both noe wad we cud haf done..bt we didnt do it..
bcuz we're smarter den dem..
we're nt gonna stoop as low as dem..
tho huever hurts u..does nt treasure u..
does nt make u his top priority..
juz rememba u have me..i luv u no matter wad..
i noe uve always wanted me 2 get along wif ur bf..
im sori..bt i tried..
now my whole perspective of every1 changed..includin him..
n i hope u undrstnd..
bt if so happens dat person drops u 2 d ground..
i'll b d one hu will make sure u wun fall hard..
i'll b d one u fall back 2..
life hasnt been easy 4 us since young anyway rite..
bt ive always been thankful dat i haf a sister like u..
ur 1 of d reasons y i hang on..
im blessed 2 haf u..mum..n most of of my frens..
i luv u kak.
thx 4 everythin.
sumday i'll repay ur favour.
muuaacks.
*big hug*
Ladysweet Yani