.Thursday, October 13, 2005 ' 1:00 pm Y
stop it la sia.
if u haf sumthin 2 say juz say it out
stop usin poems n watnots 2 hide everythin inside
2 xpress ur tots indirectli
knowin dat ppl wun undrstnd
bt i do undrstnd dammit
every single word
im nt stupid
n its frustratin dat ur juz nt openin up 2 any1,even me.
u tink ppl dun care n u'll always tink dat way.
u wanna keep on lying?go ahead
diz poems wun exist without inspiration.without a purpose.
juz pop into ur head?right.
which dumb2 wud believe dat.
juz speak ur mind la k.
i skipped sch again.
no reason.juz feel like it.
even su,sha n di skipped sch as well.
i honestli enjoyed myself yest.
as slenger mentioned,bestfrens reunion.
went 2 break my fast wif my bestie's family at their crib.
me n su went 2 buy food b4 dat.
it brought back doz old memories.
haha.
we were like mak2 org tryin 2 buy food 4 d family.
same senario.
we bought kway teow goreng,otak2,kuih2,n diz japanese food i dun even noe wad its called.
she found it nice.
i tot it was disgusting.haha!
been a long time since i met her parents.
joked wif dem alot.
as usual yanni kene mrh..haha..
dey're always aftr my life..lol.
chatted wif her mum.
said dat ive been missin 4 so long n all..
naah juz dat we haf our own lives now..unlike last time..
we do everythin 2gether huh su?haha.
so aftr breakin fast we head dwn 2 bazaar again.
onli d 2 of us.
saw khai[r]ianty n wan n dee.
derz diz vcd dey played at d bazaar
abt life aftr death
as in wad will happen 2 u in ur grave
dey show d corpse screamin 4 help n all
aftr bein tortured in hell
its fCukin scary ok
n its so wrong 2 haf a story lidat
doesnt MUIS object 2 it?
sheesh.
as usual stopped by haikal's stall.
kamal wasnt der.
he asked me 2 join him 2day.dunnoe where 2.
depends la.
if d bowl crew tk jadi buke 2gether.
dat moron didnt buy my pink dye yet.hmph!
chilled at su's hse till late.
on d way hm,as in 2 d bus stop
i saw ELMIE.
wif his fren.
juz walked past him la.
den he called askin me 2 lepak wif him.
lazyyyyy.
went hm straight.
he confessed 2 me sumthin which shocked d hell outta me anyway.
am stayin away frm him.
in fact im stayin away frm all d guys ive gt 2 noe.
its nt always dat i get 2 spend time wif my bestfren.
so i treasure yest a lot.
=)
i hope things go well btwn u n ur bf.
dun tink of negative tots k?
nt all relationships end up a tragedy....
n thx 4 havin me at ur homie yest.
lurve ya gf!
Ladysweet Yani