.Friday, October 07, 2005 ' 6:19 pm Y
it all came to me as a surreal blurr.
everythin happened so fast.All at 1 go.
sumthin tells me dat i wun b prepared 4 d consequences i will face.
im better off alone.after so many weeks of nt havin d time 2 even sit dwn watch tv wif my mum,
i finalli managed 2 xperience dat luxury yest nite.
i noe its pathetic,bt its so hard 2 find time 2 rest n enjoy doing..nuthin.
its been work3..now skul durin weekdays,hw on most nites,cca on fridays[which i skipped 2day] n werk durin d weekends,
n as mr fahrurazi claimed,im too bz datin so many guys.
well actuali my fren,dating is onli part of my life.nt wad i live 2 do.
speakin of him,
he called yest aftr like 8mths of nt talkin 2 each otha?haha.
as usual he finds it hard 2 let me sleep in peace
so he tot he shud wake me up wif his msgs which vibrated my whole bed.lol.
haha.naah im used 2 it.
seriousli u dun nid 2 xplain urself.
i nvr hated u bt its totalli up 2 u 2 hate me.fair enuff?
well we talked 4 awhile.
catch up wif d latest abt our lives.
he made it sound like i haf a schedule on d days i set aside 4 evry guy 2 go out wif.
u wanna go bazaar?sure we will go der again.
i'll prove 2 u hu's 2 bz 4 hu.
hah.
chatted wif khad too.thru sms.
did sum gossipin n stuff.hee.
dat was b4 wan called.
he asked me 2 acc him makan at bedok.
he juz finished work.
n yat asked me out 2 geylang.
BYE.im nt sacrificin my restin day.
haha.
didnt go out la...
sleep3..
im quittin modern dance soon.
joinin hip hop IG[interest grp].
hee!
Ladysweet Yani