.Thursday, October 06, 2005 ' 1:18 pm Y
haf u ever sat in a bus or train..
looked around and realise dat ur surrounded by sum of d most gorgeous ladies of singapore?
u look at them and n start comparing urselves 2 dem..
n u go
"gawd..i wish my hair was like hers.."
"i wish i can haf her figure..her flawless complexion.."
"im so ugly.."
ive always looked down on myself since young.
maybe its due to me still not gettin over how i looked like in d past.
one ugly,nerdy,no sense of fashion gurl wif a hairstyle dat i find simply ridiculous now.
since den ive tried so hard 2 at least look presentable.
Dressin up n all.
tryin my best 2 b perfect.
2 look as good as d gals we c outside.
sumtimes its depressin.
u see diz pretty ladies n u start thinking of ur own flaws.
n den u look down on urself.
argh!its frustrating.
k n d worst part,im merely talkin abt myself.
bcuz i xperience dat all d time.
like diz mornin.
on my way 2 sch in d train..
der were so many of dem
gorgeous females wif flawless complexions n soft long hair.
sum tall n slim.
i was wishing i had dat hair,dat complexion,dat figure..n d list goes on..
u can ask my sis.
i complain 2 her abt my looks all d time.
yanni2..nvr thankful..
we ladies.
can nvr b satisfied wif our looks.
true?
dat was b4 reaching eunos,
b4 one super hot dude entered d train .
he looked like achik spin[i hope u guys noe him]
onli his face looked younger,his complexion clearer and fairer.
So what's in ur minds when i mention about him?
he's a mat hu's juz anotha playaa hu goes 4 looks rite?
wrong.
he came wif his gf.
she's neither hot,nor attractive like d ones most guys go gaga over.
juz a plain,simply lady wif a sweet smile.
she wore jeans and tee and didnt put on any make-up.
n 2 b frank,her complexion wasnt flawless.bt she's nt ugly.reali.
n 2 tink one hensem guy wud lurve diz gal so much.
he muz reali be sincere.
d sweetest couple ive seen.
dey seem so sweet n shy 2 each other.
at d same time u can c their love n affection without feelin disgusted or annoyed.
dey spoke softly,onli meant 2 b heard by him n her.
d way he looks at her as he speaks n vice-versa..
was juz so sweet!haha
n d gal's frm rp!dey alighted wif me.
d mat sent her 2 sch.
anotha awww...
reali diz mats surprise u at times.
he was reali reali REALI gd lookin.
ppl wud definiteli critisize him 4 nt choosin a hot babe 4 a gf.
bt i totalli respect him!
envyin ppl takes u nowhere..
work hard 2 get wad u want...
u'll get d satisfaction.
yep.
tata~
Ladysweet Yani