.Wednesday, October 19, 2005 ' 9:45 am Y
bf reads my blog.
bf noes how 2 tag oreadi.
bf noes how sarcastic i can be thru my entries.
muz b careful wif wad i blog.hee.
first of all u wud like 2 wish khai[R]ianty a vry happy anniversary..
all d best in ur relationship..
let bygones b bygones aiite..
az[R]ianny had diz talk yest abt him restrictin me frm doin all d wrong things in life.
it was one of doz talks i hated vry much.
we dint argue,simply bcuz i shut my mouth up half d time.
i dun like ppl tellin me wad 2 do,or how 2 live my life.
be it my parents,or even my bf.
even tho dey haf every right 2 do so.
n i dun c anythin wrong in dat.
bt honestli,i respect wad he has 2 say,which is after all wad he tinks is best 4 me.
i cannt promise anythin yet.
but i can prove 2 him dat im nt as bad as he tinks.
an anotha thing,i gotta do sumthin abt his insecurities.
well aftr knowin hu i used 2 be n d no of guys i went out wif,
i dun blame him.
im gettin closer 2 d mly clan again.my poly mates.
since i gt 2 noe apit.
n since things btwn me n su gt back 2 normal.
i dunnoe,bt im always havin a gd time wen im wif dem diz days.
nt sayin i'll b neglectin diya,zaf,yani,fifi n nadzim la..
will go hm wif dem once in awhile..
di,sha,su n me went 2 tamp yest aftr sch.
too bad apit's in camp.
cud've met him.hee!
dey asked me 2 buy d same slippers all of dem r wearin.
i quote diana,"complete d journey".ape ke saje!
sembrg je dier.haha.
i gt a pink one at miz29.15 bux gone.
n a top frm gio.
sempat shopping ey!
saw ramli!workin as a promoter 4 metro.i tink.
he was callin out my name..didnt hear him..
di n sha left aftr dat.
broke my fast wif su again..
b4 dat we went 2 mit her bf 1st..
ate at teh tarik rest.
tried d nasi goreng der.
tros gastric.urgh.
su was so worried she actuali told apit.
haish!
he kept askin me how i was..
asked me 2 go hm straight away.
did d stubborn gal listen 2 him?hee.
chilled at sum void deck 2 do my schwork.
den dropped by sha's hse.
her mum gerek la.
she helped me order sum AVon make-up stuff.
we gt d same taste!haha.
was bz choosin wad 2 order.
i'll get my stuff by rayer.hopefully!
nice lady la she.
went hm arnd 10.30,which is super early comparitively
bt obviousli my bf da bising suro alik cpt.
said dat kalau dier ade tkpe jgak..
hehe..so worried 4 wad..
no1 will kidnap me la..
tamp is full of mats.
der r mats everywhere
at every corner
even in d bus on d way hm!gawd.
once i alighted,one of dem asked 4 my no.
1st person rejected since..
*deep breaths*
d gals updated me abt their luvlives abit
d latest gossips.
was shocked dat i missed so much.
was too busy wif my own life then..
didnt hang out wif dem as often as now..
well glad 2 c all of ya paired up!kekeke..
gonna wear jeans n our slippers tmr 2 sch.
gang sesat!haha.
sayang dem many2.
cant wait 4 our outing diz fri.
wif d otha escape peepz.
paiseh sia..d onli canadian pizza worker der.wakaka..
nvm.i haf apit n d gals.
su's bf will b der i hope.4 her sake la.
was bz plannin wif dem wad 2 wear.
we all decided nt 2 wear casually.hee.
mentel sekali~
wad happen 2 sis jep n d bowl crew seh..
doesnt mean dat im 4gettin u guys rite...
doesnt mean i haf a bf i wun lepak anymore...
even tho he didnt allow me 2 mix wif dem anymore..
i still will..
nowadays lepak oso nvr tell me..
haizzzz..
d ladies?
i dunnoe.u tell me.
thx 4 makin me hapi apit.
lurp euu.
Ladysweet Yani