.Saturday, August 13, 2005 ' 1:26 pm Y
3 part entry.pretty long k.part1:
dance IG rox my sox man.
learnt sumthin new yest.
a super styl0 method of leanin back n fallin.
bt its damn painful k!
hurt my wrist,palm n knee along d way.yikes.
also d nxt few steps 2 d item we had.
i honestli lurve my cca 2 bits.
went hm 1st b4 i met d guys.arnd 10plus.
3 guys n a gal sia.
naah.nt a date.
my gd frens.lepak-ed wif dem.
haikal,his fren n yat.at parkway.
was so damn bored.so i didnt mind.
left parkway n lepak-ed at bedok till 1am i tink.
wif yat oni uh.d rest went hm.
he told me lotsa stuff.
seriousli shocked wif how much he's changed.
guys.nt suprised.
didnt haf time 2 meet arif.
d dude hu lived near my blk.ah dat one.
did i tell ya i went shoppin again?
gt earings n heels.
nana my heels gt pink butterfly!jealous tk!
kkeke.
she uh.super huge fan of butterflies.
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prt 2:
its all abt knowin ur own feelins.
ur own responsibilities.
uve been 2gether 4 so long.
u guys went thru so much.
n wen a distraction cum along..u 4gt all dat?
is dat how fragile ur relationship is?
we all noe wad it feels like.
2 haf sum1 frm ur past,return.
hauntin u wif memories uve long forgotten.
its nvr fair.i noe.
bcuz no matter wad..u did haf sumthin special wif dat person then.
bt hu r u kiddin.
its all over.
d moment u asked sum1 else 2 b her replacement.
d moment u asked her 2 b urs.
uve promised her n uve promised urself dat u'd move on.
uve kept d previous otha sumwhere in ur heart.hidden.
2getha wif d memories.
get diz fact rite.
u cannt relive memories.dats juz d way it goes.
sure u can remember dem.bt u cannt feel dem all over again 4 d 2nd time.
even if u were 2 get bck wif ur previous otha,it will nvr b d same.trust me.
u've hurt her.n she've hurt u.
havent u had enuff?
wads her motive?
ever tot of dat?
if she realli2 luvs u.den y muz it b now dat she tells ya?
y wen ur alreadi so hapi wif anotha person?
ex gfs can b such bitches.
dey tink dey can control d guys dey used 2 love.
dats nt always d case all d time babe.
been in dat position.
of d ex gf,n d one hu hates an ex gf.
onli im no desperate bitch.
k lets nt talk abt me.dats in part 3.
ur bein unfair 2 her.n 2 urself.
wad ur feelin 4 ur ex gf is nt lurve.
i tink i told diz 2 dee b4.
yeah.
its nt lurve.its merely d fact dat u missed doz memories.
d one hu r in lurve wif is d one u haf now.
cmon,derz a reason y u guys broke up.
n u alreadi gave ur heart 2 sum1 else.
if u choose 2 b wif ur ex gf again,den wads d pt of movin on den?
u mite as well wait 4 ur ex bf 2 cum bck initially.
dat way u wun hurt anotha innocent gurl's feelings.
u wun b hapi if u chose 2 leave ur gf 4 her.
God is fair.
derz noway u can hurt sum1 n end up happy.
make d rite decision.
think of wad led 2 d break-up,nt d memories.
dats d least i cud say.
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Part 3:
haha sum ppl r juz so cute.
dey dun get wad dey want
n dey start blamin others 4 it.
oh oh den dey write in their blogs.
tineey wineey font.
instead of facin d bitch dey're talkin abt n sayin it rite 2 their face.
its nt called fightin.
its all abt guts.
i found out dat its nt d 1st time?
haha.
kids.
let dem grow up 1st la.
whine3.complain2.say out nasty stuff without gettin their facts rite.
den oh.in blogs oni.
will b waitin beybeh.
will d waitin.
Ladysweet Yani