.Thursday, July 14, 2005 ' 10:27 am Y
Had a heated arguement wif him yest.
We're still nt in guud terms.
4 me at least.
Tho he apologized n admitted it was his fault.
Im nt satisfied.
He haveta bear wif my attitude.
so i decided 2 b self-centered n took pictures of myself.
put dem at frenster.
ahha.lame.
yanni sure has weird ways of ventin her frustrations.
lets talk abt liars.
n mind u,diz has nuthin 2 do wif nizam.
distinct topics k.
so liars.
dey lie.duhh.
funni thing is,i always noe when dey do.
lie i mean.
such fools.
tryin their best 2 cover up.lie lie lie.
stories.
when its written all over their face.
"im a liar".
i just noe wen sum1 lies.God's gift?
i dunnoe.
im thankful nonetheless.
n i haf diz habit of playin along.
so yeah blab all ur stories 2 my face.
i'll pretend dat i believe ya.
true fact?i dun.
im nt d one hu gt fooled.
u r.
Liars.
dey lie 2 ppl.
Dey wanna fool people.
Yeah sure ppl get fooled.
Dey fall 4 ur lies.
But d fact is,ur onli lying 2 urself.
it wun haf any impact on d person u lied 2.
he/she mite get mad.feel foolish.
bt no impact on her life.true?
bt u urself noe 4 a fact dat everything dat just came out of ur mouth were lies.
all stories u made up on ur own.
fantasies u dream of xperiencing.
illusions.
a lil exagg der.bt u get d pic.
dey want sumthin 2 happen,sumthin dey tot ppl mite b envious of perhaps.
so dey lie.
fools.
lying 2 demselves.
u call dat happiness?
u noe wad uve juz said didnt happen.tho u wud vry much want it 2.
so y lie 2 dat xtent?
i lie too.
of coz.hu hasnt.
den i myself realized dat im onli kidding myself.
nt any1 else.
dats y i decided 2 share diz view of mine.
tell me.
wad do u get in d end?
reality check:u still live a life full of imperfections dat u urself haf yet 2 accept.
so snap back 2 reality.
n appreciate life.
Ladysweet Yani