.Saturday, June 25, 2005 ' 11:02 am Y
Yesterday was baad.
I was feelin so melancholic u can nvr imagine how bad it was.
Was wonderin wad d hell was wrong wif me.
Feelin so down.
So sori 4 myself.
So depressed.
Over nuthin.Missed him too much.
Gt upset over little2 things.
almost fought wif my cuz.
gawd.
i hate it wen its one of doz days.
Ive always loved life.
Been optimistic.
So diz kinda mood is sumwad demoralising.
ok nuthin any1 shud care abt.
Just in my tots.
I[S]u asked yan[NI]zam 2 join their trip 2 sentosa 2day.
sentosa?finee.
Su??naaaaaaaah.
lol.
wud rather go town again n b a
muke poster den go anywhere wif her.
haf nuthin against her la.
just dat watever comes out frm her mouth's nvr pleasant.
or..wadever.
Im like diz little kid hu's so damn xcited sia.
as tho my parents r bringin me 2 disneyland.
Dats how im feelin rite now.
Anticipatin our date.
meetin him.
hehe.
kk ridiculous i noee.
Haf nt met him since thurs laa.
Missed him.
Envy doz relationships dat r goin farrr.
dee n wan juz celebrated their 8mths anni.
Tee n her bf r hittin a year soon.
Daunte[y]ani..alreadi a year 2getha..
khai[r]ianty is super exceptional..2yrs 4mths..
wahhhhhhhh.
yan[ni]zam?4 mths..............
looooong way 2 go huh.
heez.
neverm0ind.........
a step at a time........
muax.