.Monday, June 27, 2005 ' 8:17 am Y
So my weekends were fulfilling.
n here i am typing away sittin in diz cold classrm.
abandoned 4 three whole weeks.
only 4 of my classmates r here at d moment.
d luxury of havin ur dad send u 2 sch.
u get 2 relax b4 class.
hah.
yan[ni]zam.khai[r]ianty.an[a]mru.
went 2 town as usual.
last sat.
We looked arnd 4 my shoes.
n miraculously i realised he has d same taste as me.
he picked d same pair of shoes i had in mind.
Bingo.
So tell me,
is 59 bux worth a pair of shoes?
Im nt feelin so gd at d moment.
I dunnoe.
Stomach probs again.
And also diz feelin i get each time i remember wad happened 2 days ago.
I fought wif him again.
Onli diz time i ended up nt knowin wad i was angry abt.
It was so queer.
I was showing my attitude.
Scolding him.
While he sat der tryin 2 console me.
Being so patient wif me.
Showing dat innocent look of his.
Holding my hand.
And der i was ranting.
Im so sori dear.
Felt so bad.
And tho we both haf worked things out.
I'll just nvr get over how ive been treating him.
Wad d hell is wrong wif me diz days.
Dun wori.
Im puttin diz whole thing in a positive way.
Im gonna make things rite.
No more mistakes.
If i can help it.
Im so nt ready 4 sch.
Still in a holiday mood.
haiz.
Ladysweet Yani