.Friday, June 17, 2005 ' 11:29 am Y
his fav helmet gt stolen.
his officers just dun seem 2 go easy on him.
so much work.
he's running outta cash.
to 2 point dat he hadta take on anotha xtra job.
every sat.
workin so hard 2 earn $.
he's nt poor.
his parents r rich.
dey earn much2 more den others wud haf expected.
dey offered 2 gif him as much $ as he needs.
bt he declined.
he wants 2 stand on his own 2 feet.
he still manages 2 survive.bt its tough.no doubt.
he skips lunch at work.
onli 2 go home n eat his heart out.
hunger.he suffers.
while i sit at hm eating like derz no tmr.
he doesnt shop like me.
he cudnt.
onli once in awhile.
bt 4 now,
he onli uses $ 4 his bike,cigs n food.
he's now struggling.
i saw it in his eyes last nite.
he's worried.
bt he hid it frm me.
hid all his troubles frm me.
he's frustrated.
bt he toks 2 me wif patience.n still wif much love.
others wud haf thrown tantrums at their gfs.he didnt.
i offered 2 gif him $.
he refused.
bt i didnt care.i just had 2.
bought 4 him cigs.
n i plan 2 treat him 4 d whole date 2day.
i wanna share doz hardships wif him.
bcuz he was nvr stingy when he had d money.
he pays 4 every single thing i wanted 2 buy during our dates.
nvr let me pay a single cent.
now he's having sum difficulties making ends meet.
n ive gt sum xtra cash.
im gonna help him.yes i will.
nt by just treating him.
derz more ways den 1.
n dats 4 me 2 figure out.
i admire him.i realli do.
my bf.
Ladysweet Yani