.Sunday, May 22, 2005 ' 10:49 pm Y
So fuckin pissed off.
she gt a bf.so wad?
i haf one too.
6yrs.so wad???
D relationship's goin nowhere!
6yrs n still not enuff $ saved 4 marriage..?
blamed it on time.
u shud blame it on ur fuckin lazy bums!
parents spend so much 4 u 2 get dat degree.
bt did u get a job?NO.
ur 23 n ur jobless.u look down on me.i noe u do.
bt u pretended nt too.
uve been competing wif me ever since god noes when.
so proud dat u beat me in PSLE???
i fuckin beat u in OLEVELS my dear!
always tryin 2 show off.
tink ur so pretty.
i myself nvr dare 2 praise myself
i dun even tink im pretty.
bt u do.indirectly.face it.im no fool.
tellin me how ur bf's frens said ur pretty.
MY GAWD!
so wad if im nt as rich as u
so wad if i haf yet 2 achieve a degree 4 myself
so wad if i keep changin bfs
at least im nt lazy
at least i dun disappoint my parents
at least i dun behave as tho im d onli one wif a bf
at least i dun DUMP my mother at d bus stop
bcuz im late 2 fetch my bfat least i dun gif my full priority 2 my bf
heartless.simply heartless.
ok i admit i do spend most of my weekends wif my bf.
bt at least i wun dump my mum anywhere 2 take a bus hm by demselves!!
u freakin dumped MY mum too!!!
at least i noe my limits!!
now u called me wif no fuckin nice words 2 say
we wanted 2 g0 0ut
i wanted 2 spend time wif u guys
my cousins
so wad if its d wrong timing
as if i noe ur wif ur bf lidat
ur bro wanted 2 g0 0ut s0 badly
i pitied him
bt ohh...
ur wif ur bf..
so we cannt pull u 2 apart???!!
blamed me 4 suggesting a family outing??
ur mum was so fuckin bored at hm.
me n my mum n sis went out wif her
y?
bcuz u were 2 bz wif dat bf of ursdoin god noes wad!
im fuckin unhappy abt dat phone call!!
"ah den tok so much"
tok so much??
FUCK U DAMNIT.
if u dun want den fine juz say it la
dun haveta scold me
dun haveta gimme dat fucked up attitude
go ahead.
go fuck dat bf 0f urs 4 all i care!
i dun need ur fuckin car 2 g0 arnd!
i dun mind it
i dun mind if ur so rude n immoral 2 me
bt im 100% sure ur mum is damn hurt wif diz attitude of urs!
fancy treatin ur mum lidat!
bf's more impo den ur mum????
wad did dey teach u in university anyway???
oh ya
n nt as tho he's worth all diz rudeness 4!
ive nvr gotten along wif him n hear diz out
I NEVER WILL.no matter how hard u try
even if u do end up marrying dat sonofawitch
id nvr acknowledge him as anything more den a stranger!
d whole family's against ur relationship n ur so totally oblivious 2 dat!
"oh..my honey..my darlin"
PTUI!
i can juz puke!
u wanna b lovey dovey nt in front of my face!
its like watchin a horror movie!onli worst!
ITS HORRIFIC!DISGUSTING!
n yes,dat day u saw wad i put his name as.. in my phone.
i meant it!
HE TINKS HE'S RICH.
well he's nt.his DAD is.
so STEP RICHIE.
dats wad i meant!
man..
u noe y im writing all diz??
bcuz of DAT ONE FUCKED UP PHONE CALL U GAVE ME.
talk 2 me lidat again n i swear u'll b sori!
i wun juz shut up if ppl tok 2 me lidat!!!!
i talked nicely.how was ur reply???
oh so u tink i tok so much?
oh dun wori i wun tok 2 u no more!
i dun take diz kinda nonsense lightly.
sori 2 any1 hu tinks im too offensive or watnots.
diz gurl needs 2 haf a piece 0f my mind.
so rude.
u can get a bf anywhere.
can u get another biological mother???
Ladysweet Yani