.Sunday, April 10, 2005 ' 12:25 am Y
juz gt back frm t0wn.
watched beauty sh0p instead 0f pacifier.
c0z d nxt sh0w's at 10.40 n it was 8.44 when we reached der.
to0 late!plannin nt 2 reach hm to0 late.
beauty sh0p was s0 b0ring.
very2 typical type.
nt rec0mmended 2 waste $8.50 0n.
gr8 thing was,it was his treat.lol.
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idayat.
i read nisa n mena's bl0g abt him.
im still stunned.
im nt g0nna butt in as in realli b n0sy/kpo 0r wats0ever.
bt as a gurl,i kinda gt mad abt it a lil?
felt d pinch.
bt den again,every1 makes mistakes.
its 0nli a matter 0f whether he was realli2 rem0urseful.
n realized his mistake.
n whether 0r nt he truly luvs mena.
Qns left 4 him 2 answer.
y did i feel d need 2 xpress my t0ts abt diz matter?
bcuz i made d same mistake he did.
n d amnt 0f guilt dat g0es wif it,
u can nvr imagine.
n like mena said,wad g0es arnd cums arnd.
he will get back wad he did 2 her.
n sumday,i n0e i'll b in d same sh0es as him.
0r maybe i already am.i made a mistake 0nce.
i hurt s0 many ppl.
4 selfish reas0ns.
bt my case wasnt identical 2 his la.
4get it.d thing n0w is,4 us gurls,
0nce trust is br0ken,it'll nvr b replaced.
especially 4 me.
trust is a big big issue.
0nce betrayed,derz n0 way im ever g0nna trust dat pers0n again.
i see thru ppl's lies m0st 0f d time.fyi.
n i tend 2 play al0ng.
s0 if u tink i trust u,
u g0tta admit dat im a gd actress.
s0 yat,
my advice is 2 4get it.
4get abt ever gettin a 2nd chance.
bcuz u blew it.big time.
u l0st her 4 gd.
nuthin's g0nna change d past.
nt even u repentin.
to0 late n0w.
to0 late.
uve hurt her enuff.
s0 d best thing 2 d0 is 2 actually let her m0ve 0n wif life.
she deserves happiness.
0ne which uve st0len frm her d m0ment u betrayed ur 0wn relati0nship.
ur a gd guy la.
th0 we're nt dat cl0se,ram always tells me gd stuff b0ut ya.
LAST TIME.
s0 i dun realli tink ur a real playaa..?
diz is ur 0ne time big mistake.
s0 take d punishment.
sink it in.
like i did.
gd nite ppl.
Ladysweet Yani