.Tuesday, April 26, 2005 ' 10:12 am Y
Hey.havin break now.
so much has happened lately..derz hardly time 2 update properly.
my life..
lemme c..
had a small tiff wif him yest.
n he went 2 slp b4 we even settled it.
bt he ap0l0gized diz m0rnin b4 werk.
so i guess its ok..
juz a small matter..
bt im tellin u dear..
i noe i was abit kurangajar wif u last nite..
bt i noe u well..
ur character..
u r firm..strict..disciplined..stubborn..
well sori 2 burst ur bubble bt im a stubborn ass myself.
u want it ur way,i want it mine too.
bt im so so glad dat u r givin in 2 me instead of d other way round.
i wun allow dat..yes i wun..
n i dun care watever happens..
im willin 2 compromise..
bt nt listen 2 u all d time..
i noe u were kinda taken aback..
u were annoyed wif my stubborn-ness..
i can c dat..n dats wad u told me..
bt u still gave in..
=)
its 4 ur own gd ok..
u nvr respected us ladies..
my frens..
d time all d revenge peepz went out 2 t0wn..
u screamed at d gals 2 hurry up..
n i sh0uted back at u..
sc0lded u..
u were embarassed i noe..
bt u gotta learn..
dat we ladies deserve respect..
dun scream at us..talk 2 us...n we'll respect wad u want..
how cud u scream at dem like dey're ur recruits??
dey kept quiet..bt i didnt..i cudnt..
ur tellin me wad 2 do..
n im doin d same..
i noe its nt gonna b easy on our relationship..
bt trust me..
no matter wad i'll always luv u..
n im sori..
i gave u a headache last nite..lol..
last nite when we argued..
u asked me if i still luv u..
yes i do..dun wori..
im sincere in diz..
dun tink dat by scoldin u n all dat means dat u mean nuthin 2 me k..
ur precious 2 me..
u want me 2 b a better person..
so do i..
0h he juz called me..
im in class..
n i ap0l0gized too..4 my part..
so we're happy2..
bt i noe derz more 2 cum if he doesnt change..
so be it..
im gonna face all of it.
=)
i enjoyed our date at town nonetheless.
it was last sat.
we were vry affectionate..
n noisy.
n lame.
n nonsensical.
n hyper.
LOL.
even sis said dat.
=)))
~yan[ni]zam 200205.~
Ladysweet Yani