Entry 4 m0nday 11th april.
which i 4gt 2 publish.lol.

d trip 2 jamiyah children's hm yest was amazing.
th0 ive been der a c0uple 0f times.
lol.
nj0i-ed d perf0rmances.
dey were realli guud.
especially d dikir barat n mly dance.
very2 talented kids.
i dun c dem as 0rphans at all.
dey're juz n0rmal kids 2 me.
had fun interactin wif dem.
der was diz cuuuuuuuuute beautiful gurl in particular i am vry much in luv wif.lol.
she had d0z natural curls+pretty face+g0rge0us eyelashes dat made her look s0 ad0rable!
me n mummy played wif her m0st 0f d time.
lurve givin her dat lo0k..n she'll stare at me in w0nder.
n makin d0z funni s0unds dat'll make her giggle n0n-st0p.
i s00000 want a baby sista.0r bruder perhaps.
fat h0pe sistaaa.

bt d thing was,
i was realli2 exhausted.had 0nli 3 hrs 0f slp d nite b4.
n had 2 b at jamiyah by 9am.
gawd my mind was s0 blurr.
as so0n as i reached hm i slept all d way.
n 0verslept!!!
s0ri yani n nana!!
dun tink im like lily a.k.a buih k??
realli i was very tired.
s0 didnt g0 2 kuda's 0pen hse wif him.
suddenly sis w0ke me up sayin nizam's at d v0id deck.
i was like 'wad!'
was rushin 2 bathe all when he t0ld me nt 2 meet 2day.
sum misc0mmunicati0n uh.
apparently he didnt tell me dat he's cumin 2 fetch me wif khai.
he t0t sis t0ld me.well n0 she didnt.
i t0t 0nli khai was cumin 2 fetch my sis.
lol.
s0 he went hm.

bt no..
i cudnt juz g0 back 2 slp pretendin nuthin happened?
i wanna meet him badly.
bcuz weekends r strictly reserved 4 him.
i cannt NOT meet him.
w0nt b seein him f0r an0ther 5 days 0k.
pity him sia.
he was at my blk n i didnt meet him?
i felt bad.

s0 i went 2 bathe n all.
despite nt havin enuff slp yet.bt nvm.
wanted 2 surprise him by g0in 2 wdlands.
bt d surprise was 0ff when he called me.lol.
was arguein bcuz he didnt want me 2 cum all d way.
bt i w0n.haha.
s0 he met me b4 he returned 2 camp.
wif his CD unif0rm.
smart mamat.
s0 d hensem.lol!
i dun usually d0 diz 0k.
rush 0ut at nite n g0 all d way 2 meet my bf.
ign0ring d ridicul0us bus fare,d xtremely l0ng bus ride n d fact dat he can 0nli spend an hr wif me,n i hadta g0 hm by bus again.
he f0und it sweet.
=))
sis was sh0cked.
as in realli sh0cked.
0nly she n i n0e y.
*winks*
wad i t0ld u was true k sis?

well we spent time 2gether.
at sum playgrnd area in wdlands.
juz 0ne hr.
0ne sweet meaningful hr.
was enuff.
den he left n i went hm wif sis.
she was at khai's place den.

aftr d ph0ne c0nv0 2 nites ag0,
n last nite,
i realized i d0 haf true feelings 4 him.
0k let me b mushy 4 0nce k.lol.
im 0penin up 2 him m0re n m0re each day.
n he t0ld me dat ive changed him.which is gud la.
th0 i w0nder wad i did.lol.
s0 my patience in endurin watever happened last time was all w0rth it.
lurve him.=))

c..patience.dats all u need.(c0ns0ling myself)

yani,i had d0z butterflies in my tummy again!lol.
lets h0pe all 0ur relati0nships last k..

im g0nna change n try 2 b a gd gf 4 0nce.
spare me d laughter n sarcasm.
bt i mean it.
bcuz ive learnt frm my mistakes in d past.
n d 0nli way 2 save me frm d 0verwhelming(sp?) guilt is 2 change 2 b a gd pers0n.
n0 m0re heartbreaking yanni.

i
luv
nizam.

bye
bye
all.

Ladysweet Yani
La chicqa dollz
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hard to please.
nvr talk to me if ur sensitive.
always strive to be different

Zulfadli
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adorable and xtra hot-headed
which is why we get along pretty well.
yes.he'll do anythin 4 me.

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