.Tuesday, March 29, 2005 ' 10:05 am Y
hehe.. n0wadays d gurls' entries haf small parts abt me. khekhekhe. dey r s0 sweet.n xtremely enc0uraging. g0es 0ut 2 u nana.n yani.=)) im glad amin n d0nte ch0se u ladies respectively as their gfs. perfect ch0ices.2 thumbs up!----------------------------------
man its been rainin 4 d past few days.
im startin 2 hate seein diz darkness every m0rn.
i dunn0e y.
0h well.
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met up wit su n haikal yest at bed0k. played po0l. juz 2 b der 4 him la. rite n0w all he needs is a listenin ear. he can lie all he wants,bt truth is,i n0e he's hurtin inside. l0sin d 0ne u l0ve 2 a butch is m0re den humiliatin if u must n0e. dinah did exactly wad i did 2 my ex. 0nli i didnt ch0ose a butch 0ver my ex la. haiz.. ppl make mistakes in d past. bt im sure she will realize it n mend her ways. everythin happened way 2 fast.. aftr po0l we went 2 ljs.makan. talked m0re abt it. seems dat he has s0 much inside. c0z he kept thinkin back n tellin us h0w he feels, their mem0ries 2gether.. wad mite haf g0ne wr0ng. bt every1 n0es he's nt at fault. well nt t0tally. his 0nli mistake was bein to0 leniant 2 a pt he's easily taken advantage 0f. i n0e he luvs her.i n0e he d0esnt like 2 f0rce his gfs. 0r c0ntr0l dem.in 0ther w0rds. bt u haf d right as a bf. 2 d0 wad u think is best. u cud sense it.diz butch's g0nna b tr0uble. u shud have made dem st0p at frens, at d very beginning. i t0ld him.my bf c0ntr0ls me to0. he c0ntr0ls d ppl i hang 0ut wit. bt i t0tally understand y. n its nt to0 much c0ntr0l.0r 0ver-p0ssessiveness. he gives me al0t 0f freed0m actually. u juz have 2 n0e 2 wad xtent u shud c0ntr0l her. a lil bit shud b d key.nt to0 much. 0r 0bvi0usly she'll feel as th0 she's dragged in chains.wads past is past..
4 n0w m0ve 0n.
u gt ur p0ly life 2 lo0k 4ward 2.
=)
went hm aftr dat. didnt meet my sweetheart. he went 2 his uncle's hse 2 massage his fo0t. its still sw0llen!! gawd im f0rcin him 2 a d0ct0r 2day if p0ssible! stubb0rn3. i realli3 wanted 2 meet him yest sia. heartbr0ken!hahahahaha.n0la.sia0.juz miss him uh. cannt izzit..... nxt wk 0nwards we cannt meet dat 0ften s0 0bvi0usly diz week im g0nna stick 2 him like glue. haha.exagg sia. n0 uh im d type hu d0esnt berkepit wit my bf all d tyme. like when we meet d 0ther c0uples i spend sum tyme wit d ladies n sum tyme wit him. i t0k 2 his fwens to0. d0nt want ppl 2 menyampah n say as th0 im d 0nli 0ne wif a bf rite. sum m0re wif nana?ana?my sis?yani?dhi? h0w can we nt get 2gether n g0ssip??? hehehehe. he even c0mplained dat we're makcik2 kp0.hmph! c0z 0nce 0ne 0f us ladies n0es sumthin,we past 2 0ne an0ther fast. n i mean fast. like even b4 he t0ld me i already knew d g0ssip. =D gurls.wadya xpect.w0w diz entry's l0ng.
i tink.
c0mparitively.
n0one 2 t0k 2 mahh.
s0 watever's in my head.
*paaaap*
i bl0g it.
d rain smells funny. due 2 d haze? ah. cha0!