.Wednesday, March 30, 2005 ' 11:33 am Y
haf nt been sleepin well.
4 d past few nites.
either d0z h0rrific nitemares
0r d immense heat due 2 dat fucked up air-c0n
0r like last nite,my gastric attack.
gawd its nt like ive nt been eatin!
sux 2 haf diz sickness.
s0 ive made up my mind,
2nite i'll res0rt 2 my sleeping pills 0nce again.
n 0h diz headaches.
dey're drivin me nuts.
despite 0ne mild 0ne yest,i went 2 wdlnds 2 meet him.
which was a huge mistake
bcuz by d time i reached der,
d headaches aggravated.
n i was like silent all d way.
even he said i was t0tally different.
went 2 acc khai[r]ianty makan at d c0ffee sh0p behind khai's hse.
n i was n0 diff frm..
a c0rpse?haha.
i juz stared at blank space.
was s0 pale.
felt like v0miting even?
he b0ught me a drink n massaged my neck n head.
dat kept me alive.haha i t0t i was g0in 2 die sia.
my b0dy temp was s0 high.
he sent me hm.
we chilled under my blk instead.
felt a lil bit better.
c0z we relaxed 4 a l0ng time.
thx 4 d massagin dear.=)
i ate panad0l like ive nvr eaten dem b4.
maybe dat causes d gastric pain last nite.lol.
bt i feel better 2day.
my b0dy temp went dwn.
bt d headaches r still killin me.
test 0f endurance sia.
n bcuz 0f me bein sick,i haf 2 stay hm 2day.
n dat sux.
bt mayb im meetin him at nite.
hehe.
i better nt tell him im still sick.
shhh.
erm.
bgss' g0nna haf diz alumini.(isnt it supp0se 2 b alumni?0k i dunn0e.wats0ever.)
sum get 2gether 4 2004's sec 4s?
h0w lame.
heard derz wad.a pr0m/0uting?
bed0k grn sec.ur lame.seri0usly.
1st u deprived us pi0neer batch 0f 0ur well-deserved pr0m nite
by replacin it wit a fucked up em0ti0nal grad cerem0ny.
IN D AFTERNOON.WIF 0UR UNIF0RMS.
when 0ther students frm 0ther schs r busy buyin pr0m dresses n stuff.
till my class had 2 tr0uble 0urselves wif 0rganizin 0ur 0wn class grad nite
at d very last min
in a high class h0tel.luckily.
th0 it was juz us as a class.
it was a gr8 grad nite 4 us n0netheless.
n n0w when we're 0ut,supp0singly its a burden 0ff d sch's chest,
bt suddenly,*boom*.
a surprise 4 us.
im nt buyin it.
it must b a j0ke.april fo0l's j0ke.
i dun even tink im b0thered 2 g0 diz friday.
n my dad,still cannt get 0ver d fact dat i ch0se p0ly 0ver jc.
sumb0dy save him frm his unreas0nable thinking.
im gettin ice-cream.
bye.