.Monday, February 21, 2005 ' 7:55 am Y
nizam.20 diz yr.
PTI.ns ah.
wdlands.
Revenge.
nt a mat.n nt in2 any c0ncept.
lame.funny.n0nsensical yet matured.
chilllll.
n
lazy.hee.
it started 0ff as a j0ke. a lil fo0ling arnd. a mere infatuati0n. dat was mths ag0. we t0t dat was it. bcuz i had sum1 den. n he cudnt get 0ver a special lady in his lyfe. he knew it was imp0ssible. s0 we 4g0t abt it.den things changed.
rite n0w when i nid sum1.
sum1 hu cares.
i f0und jerks.mats.goody 2 sh0es guys.
interesting..bt nt my type.
den he came.
n 0ur wh0le j0urney began.
i n0e its 0nli been a wk.
i n0e its to0 fast.
bt we b0th n0e wad we're d0in.wad we feel 4 each 0ther.
n h0w it led 2 dat.
maybe nt true luv juz yet.
m0re 2
sayang.we care al0t b0ut each 0ther.
he has a heart dat cares.
a heart s0 big u wud nvr b able 2 find an0tha lyke him.
it has always been 0thers b4 himself.
nt 0nli me.
even his frens.
he d0esnt tell me all diz.
he sh0wed me.n i figured d rest.
0ur dates have been w0nderful.
even sis said.
"i've nvr seen u s0 hapi with a guy b4.diz is d smile i've always wanted 2 c"=)
d small2 things he d0es 4 me all d tyme.
pampering me..
can make any1 melt.realli.
n i t0t hard..
n im c0nvinced m0re den ever dat d decisi0n i made..
d decisi0n dat caused a heartbreak..
was d rite 0ne.
i wanted 2 fo0l arnd. i wanted 2 nj0i. i wanted 2 d0 sumthin reaal nasty 2 guys. i even started 2. b4 i met nizam. n0w d intenti0n's g0ne. n s0 r d 0ther guys. i swear. still sh0cked with myself 4 diz.rite n0w m0st pr0bly ppl will tink im after him 4 transp0rt.
gawd.typical.say watever u all want.
i n0e dats nt true.
n dats all dat matters.
yest. t0wn.sh0pping.po0l.chill. had s0 much fun. especially 2wards d end 0f d date. had a blast with d revenge peepz. d 3 c0uples.anuar n am. amru.nt ilham. we werent attached den.
bt we acted lyke we were.
even d 0thers were c0nfused.
hilari0us. th0 sumthin destr0yed d first half 0f d date. d rest went xtremely well.
we to0k pics.=D
he sent me hm as my date.
n left as my bf.
i w0ke up 2day thinkin 0f him.
immediately.
=)
n0w yanni is.. 0fficially sum1's gurl. 0fficially a pilli0n. 0fficially part 0f revenge. 0fficially luved. 0fficially attached 2 nizam. aka brad pitt aka usher to0.haha. 20th feb 2005.my bo0.=)single lyfe was fast.
hee.
thx nasty n nana.
4 all d supp0rt+teasing.hehe.
u b0th've been gr8 sisters 2 me!
muuuuaaaaaaccckkkkkkkkks!
n yes kak.
i'll nt hurt him.dun w0ri.
i wun have d heart 2.
~*yan[ni]zam*~